Let go

After struggling for 6 mths finally is time for me to let it go.. 

I love you but I know you don’t..

I done whatever I can but it doesn’t seem working..

I tried to improved myself but it seem there are still a lot more to go..

Finally you are going back and we don’t even know when will be the next meeting..

I cried on the moment when you tell me that you are going back and not coming back here anymore..

I cried because I know I will miss you and I also know that you won’t miss me at all..

How unfair could it be..but I know this is love..

I have no regret on doing this..really no regret at all…

Thank you adik..because of you I finally realise and finally willing to let go..

What you said really ring the bell in my mind..

I am really happy to know you all…I am glad that I able to know you all in my life..and I am also thankful that you all allowed me to go in your life..

I really hope that we will not be apart..

No matter is adik, my jiejies, my friends and you..

You taught me a lot..thank you so much...

I don’t hope that much now…my only hope right now is that we still able to be friend..

Pls don’t ignore me when you get back..i really hope that we can keep in touch..

I really wanted to be your friend..

i want to attend your wedding, I want to see your baby, I want to go your hometown..

I wish that we can be friend until we already old..

I hope when we already old we can still joke ard with each other and said..

“eh you once love me right?”

And I will able to say..

“yea, so sad we cant be lover but it still good to be friend right?”

This is really what I hope..i really don’t want to lose friend like you..

Let me say it one last time…

I love you my dear friend, but I will stop it on that day when you go back..

We are still friend right? J